Trouble in Paradise

Entry #2

As i continue on with living..i see the beauty and madness of the place we live in..the ups and downs of everything. But in reality there are more trials than happiness,more sorrow than joys..it is said that everything in life happens for a reason,that nothing is constant but change..but are we really powerless to prevent everything on happening? or are we all just destined to fail..The longer i stay, the harder trials become. Why is it so unfair, that life has to be like this, that in order for you to succeed you must first learn to fail..cant we just be all just be happy, with no strings attached?..

have you ever experienced even for once in your life that you felt so alone, so afraid, so depressed, and so powerless? It happens to the best of us..to the happy,to the good, and mind you, to the in-love as well... I for one feel so alone, so depressed right now that it puts tears on my eyes.. hence the title :trouble in paradise".

for all of you, what do you mean by depression? some say its the "The condition of being depressed." (Duh?) and in a more psychological sense it means a psychiatric disorder characterized by an inability to concentrate, insomnia, loss of appetite, anhedonia, feelings of extreme sadness, guilt, helplessness and hopelessness, and thoughts of death. Also called clinical depression. All of which are applicable with me right now. (Hah!)

This is life. The harder we fight, the harder trails become. Its always in the willingness to succeed of a person to overcome everything. But what does it really take to "Overcome" trials? that's one unanswerable question that only a person being "tried" would know. If you believe if trials make the person better then so be it. Good for you even. And i wish you the best of luck.